If you asking my opinion about depression 1 or 2 years ago, maybe im gonna say that will happen to weak people. That will not happen to me since i am strong and i want to be strong lady.
I was completely wrong.
If you think someone who got depression is crazy, then you are the crazy person because depression and the crazyness is two different conditions. Note that thing. (http://psychcentral.com/lib/whats-the-difference-between-depression-and-manic-depression/0002546)
How do i know i am depressed?
I didn't want to get out from my room. I feft like food is just a shit that make me want to throw it up. I didnt wanna meet anybody, including my mom actually. Working is just another way to torture me. I was afraid to get up in the morning because i'm afraid that new day will give me another problems. I felt like i am worthless person, nobody want me to be around them.
Believe me, those still scare me until now. Scare to think that it was what i thought 2 months ago!
Well, if you reading my blog, and you now somebody who act weird lately, maybe that she/he didn't want to go out from his/her room, or throw away the meal (oh please not the anorexia thing), ask them what happen on them. They really need attention, even sometimes they gonna send you away, but believe me your attention will mean a lot. And you have to understand them, even you think it is really ridiculous, never said "Oh my God that stupid thing make you feel so depressed? You're so weak!" or that sentences will be your last words. Kidding. Just never said that!
Because one's mental health is different from another's. And you never walk on their shoes, right? :)
11.19.2014
Why Making a Blog?
Let's say i have revelation today.
Today is just ordinary day on November 2014. On the other hands we only have 1 more month to waste it before another year start to begin. Huray!
For me this just another heavy year beside the 2013 itself (or maybe 2012? Since we passed the apocalypse together?). This year, let's thinked back, more adventured, more stories, another lost, another problems, another tears, etc etc etc and i'm started to depressed in the middle of July. I'm locked myself from the world, from my family and my friend, without further notice to them. Pretty cool isn't it?
Around September, when finally im getting bored to be alone, i have a chit chat with one of my closest friends about my condition and how to get out from that. Well for your concern, depression is just like dissease. It can happen to you or your family or your friends, but don't be afraid.With the right treatment it won't harm you anymore. Just do not say you/they are mad!
Ok back to my friend. He suggest me to write something. Anything. Maybe about myself, my condition,my journey, my dog maybe (we'll talk about it later,ok?), he really mean to write anything as my treatment! I'm thinking.. Hey that's a good idea! But how do i write? I never write a blog before, i do not know how to tell a story without my mouth blabbering on it.
So he said, "If you know alphabet,you know how to write."
...... well said, bro.
Today is just ordinary day on November 2014. On the other hands we only have 1 more month to waste it before another year start to begin. Huray!
For me this just another heavy year beside the 2013 itself (or maybe 2012? Since we passed the apocalypse together?). This year, let's thinked back, more adventured, more stories, another lost, another problems, another tears, etc etc etc and i'm started to depressed in the middle of July. I'm locked myself from the world, from my family and my friend, without further notice to them. Pretty cool isn't it?
Around September, when finally im getting bored to be alone, i have a chit chat with one of my closest friends about my condition and how to get out from that. Well for your concern, depression is just like dissease. It can happen to you or your family or your friends, but don't be afraid.With the right treatment it won't harm you anymore. Just do not say you/they are mad!
Ok back to my friend. He suggest me to write something. Anything. Maybe about myself, my condition,my journey, my dog maybe (we'll talk about it later,ok?), he really mean to write anything as my treatment! I'm thinking.. Hey that's a good idea! But how do i write? I never write a blog before, i do not know how to tell a story without my mouth blabbering on it.
So he said, "If you know alphabet,you know how to write."
...... well said, bro.
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